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[Nikusakken]

so, what are the stupiest things that you've done? If you don't want to tell us, there's no problem.

[bb_42001]

destroyed a frienship with someone i love

[Coyote]

OMG REALLY ?! SAME TO ME !

Well almost. I love my best friend, and we're always quarelling and arguing about so many things

[bb_42001]

OMG that explains my situation COMPLETLY!!!!!!! and i think its someone you know, i loved her with all my heart, then i did something, i still love her i would do anything for her, even if she just stubbed a toe i would be with her, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, i hope things will change!

[Coyote]

Yea, and she always told me she doesn't want someone who loves her body but someone who loves her soul, her character, and damn that was me !! And I think the only reason why I still mean a lot to her is because she knows that I could be that person . The problem is I always talk about things that happened between her and her boyfriends ( when she had one ), and she doesn't like it because these are bad memories. But I'm always so curious ! Well I stopped with it. Also, I knew and I still know that I mean a lot to her, because she though I'm not like others. But now I am !

and i think its someone you know

Harlequin ?

[bb_42001]

OMG the words right out of my mouth, i loved her because of her personality and she always made me laugh and feel better, i felt complete with her, i hope she still has feelings for me otherwise my life feels hollow with out her, i just wish we would stop fighting about things, and coyote do you know who i am talking about?

[Nikusakken]

Well, at least I never had those kinds of problems with someone...

[bb_42001]

congrats you made a topic i really hope some one will read

[Coyote]

OMG the words right out of my mouth, i loved her because of her personality and she always made me laugh and feel better, i felt complete with her, i hope she still has feelings for me otherwise my life feels hollow with out her, i just wish we would stop fighting about things, and coyote do you know who i am talking about?

YES, EXACTLY LIKE ME!! She was like the only one in my life, always here for me ! I remember I loved a girl at school just because of her look, and then this other girl, who I love now, told me that love doesn't consist of the look of someone etc.. and i began to like her more and more, but I still loved the other one because of her look, and then we were good friends ( with the one now ), and we went out the first time, the whole day and then I forgot the other one..

I'm not sure who you're talking about, PM me .

Yea that's a good topic .

@ Nick : Be patient, this will come

[Nikusakken]

@ Nick : Be patient, this will come

Yeah, it will. But not this year...

[bb_42001]

yes we were good friends, then i started to like her more and more, then came the fights, i think other girls are hot yes, i wouldn't mind going out with another girl who is hot and we are good friends, but H... is my all and she means the world to me, and i just hate myself for what i have done, i want everything to change to the start of the year, when i was the one who wiped her tears away and gave her a hug, made her feel better and help her out, talked to her on the phone for an hour and a half and waste alot of my credit (but i didn't care). she has given me strength to deal with sh*t in my life... i hope she reads this.

my life is sh*t without her, i wish i could roll back time to a better time of day, she is the best friend i have ever had, i have had other best friends but she completed me in soo many ways, the problem is i doubt she feels the same way, i just hope we can fix everything, and become the best friends who was there for each other

[Coyote]

yes we were good friends, then i started to like her more and more, then came the fights, i think other girls are hot yes, i wouldn't mind going out with another girl who is hot and we are good friends, but H... is my all and she means the world to me, and i just hate myself for what i have done, i want everything to change to the start of the year, when i was the one who wiped her tears away and gave her a hug, made her feel better and help her out, talked to her on the phone for an hour and a half and waste alot of my credit (but i didn't care). she has given me strength to deal with sh*t in my life... i hope she reads this.

my life is sh*t without her, i wish i could roll back time to a better time of day, she is the best friend i have ever had, i have had other best friends but she completed me in soo many ways, the problem is i doubt she feels the same way, i just hope we can fix everything, and become the best friends who was there for each other

THAT'S LIKE ME!!! Just that I couldn't go out with another girl, since I love my best friend I think other girls are not attractive and they're not interesting me.

And also, I was with her almost everyday, we were damn good friends, and I felt like she loves me, and I love her, and it was like if we were together just that no one said it and it was not official or something like that, it took 7 months from the first real conversation with her and now, and it was like if she was mine ! At the beginning I didn't care who she is going out with, etc.. but now it's different, I wanna know everything she is doing, but I'm lucky she's telling it me. However she told me once that she feels 'controlled' and something like that.

@ Nick => waiting to go to your new school ?

Edit : now I know who it is

[bb_42001]

i think you should get her to look at this topic, like show her what you said see what happens, i hope for me she looks at this topic as well.

when i am with her i feel like we are the only 2 alive and nothing matters, and same we were just god dam good friends, i was being controlling and i have learnt that i was a dick head for doing it, at a couple of points i thought she loved me as well, but now i think i am wrong, i just want to be back to the start of the year. personally some part of me want her to be mine, but another part doubts it will ever happen, i just want to be able to fix everything
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coyote PM me who you think it is

and nick thanks for making this topic

[Coyote]

No I'm not gonna show her this topic, otherwise she will think I did that just to show her that I love her and that it's fake.

She knows that I really love her, she just wants me to be like before. She wants me to be alone, for her alone. I don't know exactly at what point I am, it's so confusing. I will just wait and see what happens

[Nikusakken]

You guys seems to be unlucky with some friends.

[Coyote]

With some friends ? With the girls that we love you mean .

Dude it's always like that, and when you will come in this situation you will understand. Having a girlfriend is something good, but it has also bad points. If they are good things, then they are also bad things. If there's a life, there's also the death. It's the same. And they are ups and downs in every relationship.

[bb_42001]

i agree but at the moment i feel i like a total dick head!

[Coyote]

Don't worry dude

[Nikusakken]

(Un)fortunately, it has nothing related to girls. Probably, they are: Smashing my PSOne because of the D2 mission's "Chase The Gunman", make my PC stop working a dozen of times, cutting my t-shirt... Nothing interesting...

[Coyote]

z0mG

Have you never done a VERY big mistake in your life ? I mean a REALLY REALLY big one

[Nikusakken]

Huh... there's something bad that I said to my parents last year. We didn't talk with each other for three days. My mom even cried... But it was ages ago.

[Coyote]

Huh... there's something bad that I said to my parents last year. We didn't talk with each other for three days. My mom even cried... But it was ages ago.

Wow

[Nikusakken]

Seriously, I don't remember doing anything really stupid. I may have to live more for it...

[Coyote]

No, but I mean that with your parents

[Nikusakken]

I don't remember. But it was something really bad...

[Coyote]

I don't remember. But it was something really bad...

Was it something like

[Nikusakken]

No. It had less swearing.

[Harlequin]

Naww...Poor Nick's parents...I do it to my mum all the time...Make her cry that is. Because I'm such a F

[Coyote]

[quote="Harlequin"]Naww...Poor Nick's parents...I do it to my mum all the time...Make her cry that is. Because I'm such a F

[Harlequin]

Keeping in mind that I do not live in Europe, where vodka and absynthe are much easier to get.
I drink Smirnoff mainly...Its the best you can get in Aus.

Ah, just wait until you are my age, and arguments with your parents occur on a weekly basis...
Unless that's just me...Lol!